weight not going so well!!

i have an uncontrolable eating habit!! im always so hungry! i am never satisfied with what i eat. im not sure what to do about it!! but i luv exercising and thats probably whats letting me maintain my weight. i need to find some kind of release from this devil inside me. i need a busier life style. im always home and in the kitchen. i want to be out but with limited friends and money, there isnt much to do. i could go walking more but its always so cold and rainy now, cant exactly drag my kids and get them sick. i cant wait for the summer to get here. so much more to do!!

my first blog

hi, my name is christina. im new to this but im goin to tell u about me! i luv fashion and makeup. i havent always been the most stylish person. but lately i am really gettin into it!! i luv shoes. but other than that, i am also trying to loose weight. i want to loose weight to feel better about myself! i want to look good in my clothes as well as feeling good in them. i am also doing this for my kids! i had gestational diabetes while i was prego and my doctor told me id have it later in life if i didnt loose weight! i grew up around diabetes but wasnt tought how to prevent it or what it was exactly! i never knew how to diet or what that was! i didnt know a thing about anything then. my mom is currently dying of diabetes. its literally killing her and she still chooses to live an unhealthy lifestyle! i am not putting my kids thru that also! so i started to read and get knowledge on what to do! i lost 40 lbs by doing so! i quit and had gained 10 lbs back within the last year. now im back in the game and this time i plan on continuing with my journey for life!! wish me luck as i blog about my daily experience with the fight of my life!